I am an uncommon girl with a common life. My world is a mixture of the usual everydays of everybody's life and my own, sometimes strange ideology. I am realistic to the extremes, and at the same time I like thinking about fictional stories. And real ones as well. I'm a firstyear at med school, I really want to become a (good) doctor. Funnily, my other interests are rather artistic than scientific: novels (reading-writing), music (listening to, playing as well...and singing, especially).... My dream's that one day I can publish a book. I love being among a lot of people and I love being entirely alone. I'm addicted to coffee, coke, chocolate... and of course: singing, writing, reading - just as I've just written above. I always help people, even if I don't get anything back, or I get back something bad... usually, at least. Not only because I want to help, but also because I don't really realise I'm doing it 'til I've already done. I live with a neurotic mum who wouldn't admit she's problems big enough to go to a psychiatrist, I have a father who can't find a job, one wonderful grandma who's one of my best friends and one whom I haven't talked to for 4 years... I have an uncle in jail and an aunt working in Belgium for EU. And a sisterlike cousin. I've known my best friends for so long that they're kind of a family for me.
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I get inspired by Grey’s anatomy but sometimes I start to wonder if I can handle that pressure and the huuge responsibility of peoples’ lives. I’m just so scared that I’ll do something wrong and permanently damage the person’s health or maybe even kill them
What if I have a patient and I forget what I’m supposed to do or I take the wrong decision about their health
I’ve always wanted to become a doctor and insha Allah I hopefully will, but these thoughts pop up every now and then
I understand your feelings, I think we all get them sometimes. I guess everybody’s scared of that kind of responsibility at first..even the greatest. But if nobody came over that fear and tried to do these incredible things anyway, there wouldn’t be any doctors in the world. But we need them… people need doctors who can save them from things they aren’t prepared for fighting alone. So go ahead, the world is yours!! You can do it, you can learn it! Wanting to become a doctor you’re one of the ones who have a potential to be that person who helps. It may be scary - but isn’t it beautiful?:) It’s worth it. So, never give up! You’re needed.
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream
And dream I do…
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breath
You’re taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over…
(because at the moment lyrics can express my feelings more than I myself can…)
Day 2. What was the first episode of Gilmore Girls you ever saw (even in part)?
I guess it was “Nick&Nora/Sid&Nancy”. I don’t know if it was the first time ever, but the very first scene I remember is when Jess is new in town and he and Luke go to Lorelai’s for dinner…actually, of that time I don’t remember anything that happened inside the house (though of course I remember those things well from later watches) I only remember Jess and Lorelai arguing on the porch and then Lor telling Luke that Jess is much more screwed up than she had thought.
I don’t know why, but this was the time I fell in love with this couple. The very first scene I remember seeing of them was a fight but somehow I felt - without actually realising this feeling - that this fight was because they cared so much for each other.
(Also, this was the time I fell in love with Jess and Rory as a couple too… but I don’t think it happened in this scene but in the one where Rory realises that Jess already read the book he took from her.)
Do you know what I like the most about Grey’s Anatomy?
That the characters really are interested in their job. I mean they’re interested in it in kind of an innocent, curious, almost childish way - whatever happens it sort of “makes them high”. I love the scene in the very first episode when Meredith just sits after her first surgery, and Derek comes along and they just talk about the operation..and their eyes are sparkling, there’s a little fire in them - and for this time it has nothing to do with their feelings for each other. It’s simply the enthusiasm because of their job.
It’s one of the best feelings in my opinion, but I tend to forget it sitting in some dull lecture room. This series always reminds me of it, though.
‘Cause no matter how much a biochemistry lecture makes you bored, if you’re gonna be a doctor, you musn’t forget how it feels to hold your little scalpel in your hand for the first time. (Even though you didn’t do an operation with it yet.)